Planting Again
The next morning, Emily and her grandmother came to the farmhouse.
Emily apologized over and over, even though none of this had been her fault. She’d been used too.
Patrick listened quietly.
Then he said, “You didn’t hurt us. He did.”
I saw Emily’s shoulders loosen with relief.
Together we cleared the broken stems from the garden. My father brought fresh soil. My mother brought lemonade, though no one drank much of it at first.
Then we opened a new packet of sunflower seeds.
This time, Patrick planted them in straight, careful rows.
Emily pressed the last seed into the ground herself.
“For Lily,” she whispered.
Patrick nodded.
“For Lily.”
Then he tied a fresh white ribbon around a small wooden marker and wrote:
“For Lily. Still loved. Still ours.”
When he stood, he didn’t reach for my hand the way he used to after hard moments.
He stood on his own.
And for the first time in six years, I saw something in my son that looked different from grief.
Not forgetting.
Not moving on.
Something gentler than that.
Healing.
