Chapter One: The Day Everything Was Perfect
The restaurant sat on a low hill twenty minutes outside the city, surrounded by old oak trees and the particular quiet of a place that has been well-kept for a long time. The owners had strung small warm lights through the branches that morning, and by the time the guests began arriving in the late afternoon, the terrace looked like something from a photograph — the kind of photograph people keep.
Sophie had worried about the weather for three weeks. She had checked the forecast obsessively, with the focused anxiety of someone who has planned every detail she can control and is therefore hyperaware of the ones she cannot. The flowers: white and pale green, arranged in low clusters along the terrace railing. The music: a string quartet for the ceremony, a local band for the reception, the playlist negotiated over two weeks of evenings on the couch with Marcus, the two of them arguing pleasantly over songs until they arrived at something that felt like both of them. The dress: her grandmother’s lace, altered twice, a train that her maid of honor had spent thirty minutes this morning learning how to bustle.

The weather was perfect. She would never take credit for this, but she would not forget it either.
Marcus stood at the end of the terrace aisle with the expression of a man who has been told to look natural and has temporarily forgotten what that means. He was thirty-one and generally composed — a quality Sophie had loved about him from the beginning, the sense of him as someone solid, someone whose first instinct in difficulty was to figure out what needed doing. But right now, watching her walk toward him through the rows of seated guests and the oak-filtered afternoon light, he looked anything but composed.
He looked, Sophie thought, like someone seeing something that surprised him. Which struck her as strange and also exactly right, because they had been together for four years and she had still not entirely gotten used to being looked at by him the way he was looking at her now.
Her father’s arm tightened slightly under her hand.
“Good choice,” he said quietly, for her ears only.
“I know,” she said.
