I grew up in an orphanage and was separated from my younger sister when I was eight. For three decades, I lived wondering whether she was even still alive—until a routine work trip and an ordinary stop at a supermarket changed everything.

My name is Elena. When I was eight years old, I swore to my little sister that I would find her.
Then I spent thirty-two years breaking that promise.
Mia and I were raised in an orphanage. We had no parents, no photographs, no reassuring story about someone coming back for us. Just two narrow beds in a crowded dormitory and a thin file that held almost nothing. So we became everything to each other.
She trailed after me everywhere—clutching my hand in the corridors, panicking if she woke up and couldn’t find me. I learned to braid her hair with my fingers. I learned how to sneak extra bread rolls without being caught. I learned that if I smiled politely and answered questions the right way, adults treated both of us a little better.
We didn’t dream of much. We only dreamed of leaving together.
Then one day, a couple came to visit.
They walked through the orphanage with the director, smiling and nodding—the kind of people you’d see in adoption brochures. They watched the children play. They watched me sitting in the corner, reading to Mia.
A few days later, the director called me into her office.
“Elena,” she said, smiling a little too brightly, “a family wants to adopt you. This is wonderful news.”
“And Mia?” I asked.
Her smile flickered for just a moment.
“They’re not ready for two children. She’s still young. Another family will come for her. You’ll see each other someday.”
“I won’t go,” I said. “Not without her.”
“You don’t have a choice,” she replied gently. “You have to be brave.”
That word—brave—meant obey.
The day they took me away, Mia wrapped her arms around my waist and screamed.
“Don’t go, Lena! Please! I’ll behave, I promise!”
I held her so tightly that a staff member had to pry her from my arms.
“I’ll find you,” I kept whispering. “I promise.”
She was still calling my name as they put me in the car.
That sound followed me for decades.
My adoptive family lived in another state. They weren’t unkind. They gave me food, clothes, and a bed of my own. They told me I was lucky.
They also refused to talk about my past.
“You don’t need to think about the orphanage anymore,” my adoptive mother would say. “Now we’re your family.”
So I learned not to speak Mia’s name out loud.
But in my mind, she never left.
When I turned eighteen, I went back to the orphanage. Different staff. Different children. The same peeling walls.
I gave them my old name, my new name, my sister’s name. A woman returned with a thin folder.
“She was adopted shortly after you,” she said. “Her name was changed. Her file is sealed.”
I tried again years later. The same response.
Sealed file. No information.
Life continued. I studied, worked, married too young, divorced, moved, got promoted. From the outside, I looked like an ordinary adult woman living a stable, slightly dull life.


